cool blogs

yea... so cuisineworld.blogspot.com has this amazing cooking site!
it looks soo cool and the food is just delish!
hahaha i cant wait to try them!
go check her out! it is soo cute and cool at the same time
and makes you hungry to the bone!
hahahaha makes me reconsider my diet for all i know...
hahhahaha but yea its great to see good food in such a manner!
but yea!


whats going on in my day?
oh glad you ask!
i went to mcdonald cause my bf wanted to get the mcrib! cause they are back!
i dont see why its great... it taste salty...
im not a mcd hater but every time i eat there i feel like a fatbutt..
hahahaha

oh well i love their fries thoo....
here's to failing diets and keeping myself as fat aas i can! hahaha

my self-portraits lol...

 I used to draw myself and what I was wearing one summer, and I feel like doing it again this fall... I think it'd be cool again seeing that i really need to improve my drawing skills lol but anywho....


yea I want to post them up on facebook and stuff
its not really good drawings but yea! oh well thanks for reading! 
and now for a story time!
























recently ive been trying to focus in getting into dental school. and i want to want it soo badly that i want to live a breathe dentistry and focusing getting into it.
but i am not really succeeding in living and breathing part
no matter how hard i try i get distracted by things in life that are not essential.
i dont want to disappoint myself and i am not ready to accept rejection by dental schools.


sometimes i just wonder how come everything in life is hard.
even tho i know i am fortunate i feel like it is hard to accomplish your dreams in life.


i want to be successful. i hope the people in the admission committee see something in me and accept me into their dental school.


hahaha i'll just keep trying hard enough...


oh btw school is not really going as well as i want it to be. 
i just wonder if i were a genius, 
would everything come as easy to them because they are smart? oh well....


to anyone that is reading this
THANK YOU.


and also i want to let you know that i am currently working on the movie that i made on friday...
i dont know how these youtube people do these editting stuff but its hard!
i got mad respect for people who can edit really good! 
ahahahaha 




till next time!
bye ~~♥ joufiii

Science Stuff: Intro to Oxidative Phosphorylation

I think it'd be nice if i did some summary of what im learning here in my blog... so i teach myself in written form and so i can test myself i really know it... I think that itll be fun! so here is my first subject oxidative phosphorylation...

oh btw this is not going to be a paper that needs to be third person with all that good stuff.. no i am going to do this my way of understanding these things. and if you dont believe it then check wikipedia ok?? hehehe here it goes...

The mitochondria produces ATP but how it is produced is the study in which oxidative phosphorylation explains to us how this happens. The energy source that the mitochondria gets from is the proton gradient which is maintained by the oxidation of NADH and FADH2. But this is no simple stuff... because the oxidation of these two involve in a series of catalytic components...

FACEBOOK like!

Hey whats up guys! who ever is over there! well i have a facebook fan thingy lol just made it idk i think it'll help me... oh well idk what im doing.. hahahaha well blogging is harder than i thought.. well if its a diary thing well i guess i can do this! well lets see.... wow i say a lot of welll hehehehehe ok... i think i shall inform to the internet that tomorrow i am going to be filming my contest video! thank you to anyone that reads this and putting up with my stuffff.... ^__^