20 more days until graduating! RDH here I come

I have to be honest, I forget that I have this blog up. I do not know who sees it, and I know originally I opened up a blog to connect to the vast internet and the people who surfed it. But I feel like I want to share more. There are so many things that happened in my life that I feel like if I at least shared it to someone I can make a difference (in a good way) in someone's life. 

I am graduating from to become a Dental Hygienist  soon... 20 days to be correct. How crazy to think how 2 years can go by really quick. I am sitting in class, having some senioritis... not paying any attention. I've passed my national boards and I've worked so hard I feel like cruising till graduation. 

February 16, 2015

So what is the harm in just writing things online just to out that energy out there? I feel like maybe just maybe someone out there will find this interesting enough to read. I am no writer but I know that writing is one form of energy I put in to release worries and stress. It is no wonder why my diary/journal is filled of negativity. I do not feel like I am a negative person but when I am happy I live the moment, whereas if I am sad I do tend to wonder why or what makes me sad. 

Recently I just find myself in the same position I was last year. I do not see anything new or anything that has changed. I truly hope I start doing something different, so I do not see myself in this situation next year. 

3 Years Later?

Hello Internet!

Well it has been a long time since I posted anything. Its not even helping that I'm feeling a bit lazy typing since I have longer nails now. But here is the deal, I want to be more involved in blogging. Why? Well not just because I'm bored, but maybe because it is a change. I want to influence someone in the future (yes, hello you). I am currently finding out who I am, and the main thing I have learned is that to LOVE YOURSELF.
Yes, we've heard it said hundreds of times but do you know what it really means?
It means to accept yourself for everything, even your flaws. The philosophy of this meaning is deeper and goes into great context. I challenge you to also question yourself of the love you have for yourself.

In the mean time, listen to Supreme - Angel Haze

Gift Ideas: DIY Gift Name tags!!

HELLO!


I just finished wrapping some presents and I wanted to add something a little special...
So instead of buying cards to show who your giving it to, MAKE THEM!
It is so much fun and it releases you and dives you into your creativity... Does that even make sense?
Well, IDK. So here's my DIY on making your own Gift Name Tag:


1.) Grab a regular notecard and punch a hole in the middle

Here I am using the library's old library cards...


2.) Grab a desired magazine background. (And you can use anything, its best to select something that relates to the occasion. But if you don't want to then don't. This is entirely up to you!)

Here I am using Urban Outfitter's Catalog they send me every month.




3.) Using paste or glue stick (preferably use the glue stick since it wont have the wet look when it dries), paste the side that you are not using (the not blank side, lol) to the back of the background you have chosen.

It should have the blank side of the notecard and the background from the magazine showing.




4.) Get your creativity going! Grab any kind of creative-ness you are best at or feel like doing and draw, paint, sketch, etc something that is beautiful! I chose to paint stuff...
AND... VIOLA!

Hope you enjoy this DIY on gift tags!
If so show your support and follow me ~~♥

Beaucon Shimmer Brown Circle Lens Review

hello hello hello!

this is going to be quick....

I purchased these lenses at honeycolor.com
but you guys can get it anywhere you guys want to buy it from.
The properties of these lenses are:

Usage Modality:  One Year Disposable
BC:  8.6 mm
DIA:  14.0 mm
Water content:  45%
Package:  1 contact lens case included
Approved and Certified by:

*taken from honeycolor site

well...

its my new favorite...

these lenses make me want to purchase them every time I run out.

it is natural.

comfortable enough that sometimes it feels as if I am not wearing any lenses.

enlarging effect is ok... it really doesn't make you all dolly...

just a little bit larger eyes with a definite dilation you can see... (as you can tell... you cant even see my real eye's dilation)

They make my eyes look light brown which I really want.

It gives me high hopes for the other colors as well...

I dont know what else to say but I really like these lenses!

if you guys have dark eyes and want a natural light brown eyes heres the deal over here.

the colors in these lens are green, light brown and brown....

and to think... 

what if you have blue eyes... it just makes it even prettier!

you know when you look at fortunate people with beautiful multicolored eyes its just so pretty?

well this is the closest I came to have those kind of beautiful eyes....

hahahaha

well I hope I did these lens some justice... so yea!

meditation: nadav kander

meditation: nadav kander

cool blogs

yea... so cuisineworld.blogspot.com has this amazing cooking site!
it looks soo cool and the food is just delish!
hahaha i cant wait to try them!
go check her out! it is soo cute and cool at the same time
and makes you hungry to the bone!
hahahaha makes me reconsider my diet for all i know...
hahhahaha but yea its great to see good food in such a manner!
but yea!


whats going on in my day?
oh glad you ask!
i went to mcdonald cause my bf wanted to get the mcrib! cause they are back!
i dont see why its great... it taste salty...
im not a mcd hater but every time i eat there i feel like a fatbutt..
hahahaha

oh well i love their fries thoo....
here's to failing diets and keeping myself as fat aas i can! hahaha

my self-portraits lol...

 I used to draw myself and what I was wearing one summer, and I feel like doing it again this fall... I think it'd be cool again seeing that i really need to improve my drawing skills lol but anywho....


yea I want to post them up on facebook and stuff
its not really good drawings but yea! oh well thanks for reading! 
and now for a story time!
























recently ive been trying to focus in getting into dental school. and i want to want it soo badly that i want to live a breathe dentistry and focusing getting into it.
but i am not really succeeding in living and breathing part
no matter how hard i try i get distracted by things in life that are not essential.
i dont want to disappoint myself and i am not ready to accept rejection by dental schools.


sometimes i just wonder how come everything in life is hard.
even tho i know i am fortunate i feel like it is hard to accomplish your dreams in life.


i want to be successful. i hope the people in the admission committee see something in me and accept me into their dental school.


hahaha i'll just keep trying hard enough...


oh btw school is not really going as well as i want it to be. 
i just wonder if i were a genius, 
would everything come as easy to them because they are smart? oh well....


to anyone that is reading this
THANK YOU.


and also i want to let you know that i am currently working on the movie that i made on friday...
i dont know how these youtube people do these editting stuff but its hard!
i got mad respect for people who can edit really good! 
ahahahaha 




till next time!
bye ~~♥ joufiii

Science Stuff: Intro to Oxidative Phosphorylation

I think it'd be nice if i did some summary of what im learning here in my blog... so i teach myself in written form and so i can test myself i really know it... I think that itll be fun! so here is my first subject oxidative phosphorylation...

oh btw this is not going to be a paper that needs to be third person with all that good stuff.. no i am going to do this my way of understanding these things. and if you dont believe it then check wikipedia ok?? hehehe here it goes...

The mitochondria produces ATP but how it is produced is the study in which oxidative phosphorylation explains to us how this happens. The energy source that the mitochondria gets from is the proton gradient which is maintained by the oxidation of NADH and FADH2. But this is no simple stuff... because the oxidation of these two involve in a series of catalytic components...

FACEBOOK like!

Hey whats up guys! who ever is over there! well i have a facebook fan thingy lol just made it idk i think it'll help me... oh well idk what im doing.. hahahaha well blogging is harder than i thought.. well if its a diary thing well i guess i can do this! well lets see.... wow i say a lot of welll hehehehehe ok... i think i shall inform to the internet that tomorrow i am going to be filming my contest video! thank you to anyone that reads this and putting up with my stuffff.... ^__^

AAAAHHHHH the DAT!

my DAT is coming soon...
so soon its going to be in 2 days!
ive been studying for it but it seems like i cant retain all the things that i learned!
im breaking out and im just hopeful that i could remember everything when the test day comes...
if your reading this.... hopefully you have read it before my test day...
so i plead to you to send me all your juicy good vibes and wish me luck on my test day!